Emotionless....

How empty it feels inside to be absolutely emotionless..
One loses all joy in all that he cherishes, yet there is no sorrow.
There is no room for creativity. One loses his talent, even if temporary, and his ability to create art. One feels aimless and useless. But that is neither a moment of freedom, nor regret.
One loses his tensions, but there is no relief. One loses all fear, but there is no courage. No confidence.
Only emptiness.